I am trying so hard, you guys. To be happy, open, a picture full of smiles all hi! like this:
But I'm tired of trying when really I don't feel like smiling at all. When really all around me the world looks cross-eyed and sweaty, caught in mid-blink, imperfect and quite frankly fucked up like this:
So I don't know how to write here right now. I don't know how to do any of this.
p.s. You better believe I pressed this button over and over and over but I'm beginning to think it's just for fun. Fuck that.